Now is the time for Informed and conscious consent.
Human consciousness has been hijacked and manipulated and you are now a hitchhiker in the middle of nowhere trying to find your way back to some resemblance of your life. You are on a wave of energy that is out of control and there are many other energies that do not want you to find your way back.
You are lost.
You have aligned and agree with this manipulation unconsciously and subconsciously.
I call you the
ultimate universal sex slave. UUSS!
I say WTFUNOW5
(wake the fuck up now humanity!)
If you are reading this you are probably anxious, confused, have been diagnosed with ADHD, sleep deprived, paranoid, depressed, shameful, guilty, self hating, disgusted and continue to alienate your self with an ongoing cycle of this exact concoction with some variation, yet the typical recipe is above. Or you are in the direct line of fire of these energies being partnered with someone who can not stop or get off the wave, aka Porn. Even woman who have thought this culture of porn to be normal buy into the wave and watch with their mates not knowing what they have signed up for. I am sure you can add a few more details to the list above of symptoms.
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You can’t stop even if you want to. You are driven to always do it again, it is an insatiable drive within, that which you cannot explain. When you are done watching porn, you sit with an empty feeling and ask yourself
“Why the hell did I just do that, AGAIN! You promise, you promised yourself you were done and declared your freedom yet like an old tape player it skips and plays over and over and over again and again. You ponder and think to your self “Don’t I have better things to do?”
You lose time, you lose interest, you’r no longer connected to your partner the way you used to be and they begin to suspect your cheating, and this is debatable, I will explain in great detail, keep reading this gets super interesting.
My intention for this booklet is to create a deep awareness. Undeniable awareness to the deepest psychological energetic sets consciously, subconsciously, inter-consciously, master-consciously, collective consciously and supra consciously. I come forth and speak to the soul consciousness of us, as a soul pod unit. My intention is to successfully educate and reach 14,000 souls in 2020. I bring you data, intel, awareness and knowledge, for you to make an informed conscious choice of consent with your eyes and mind wide open.
I am not saying I am right or wrong yet let’s get some perspective. I am asking you to gain footing with a new perspective. Check it out. Your way isn't working, let's face it, your way sucks, do something different. Look from another vantage point, here I offer a new outlook a new perspective.
My name is Heather Renee
The Spiritual Engineer
aka "The Mechanic."
I have been super psychic as long as I can remember. I am trained and disciplined and practiced for over 25yrs in the art of spirituality. I have students and have clients from all over the world. Please visit my YELLP page.....
Heather Renee The Spiritual Engineer.
I began seeing many people over a long period of time that were having similar symptoms and I kept looking for the energy leak and it always equalled the same answer. PORN.
I am no expert on porn I could actually care less about it. However my professional psychic career began earlier than expected and I have had this library of knowledge to refer to for most of my life. My base line of knowledge and reference point began in early childhood. I just had no idea I would be writing about this in this lifetime let alone now and to be honest I write this and laugh and wonder if anyone will ever even read these words. A part of me hopes not and then the bigger part of me hopes all will read this, that need my help. My intention is to help and I know I am more than capable of doing just that. With awareness comes knowledge and we all know the saying. Knowledge is POWER.
I was exposed to porn in my early childhood, excessively. My first actual memory where I was exposed to watching porn was at the age of 7. Keep in mind I was an extremely willful child. What I did not know back then was, I was a super psychic. I could sense feel know and see what others were up to. I could also sense feel know and see what people with bodies were up to as well. I was exposed in my 3rd foster home and by this time, I was quite the big mouth. This usually got me into a lot of trouble. I can remember the day I was sitting on the living room floor with my back leaning on the couch, next to the mistress of the house, while she was reading the newspaper. Every now and then looking over the top of the newspaper she was reading peering at the TV at the naked people show. The two woman on the show would moan and touch each other while the two men on the show watched and commented about the two woman moaning and touching each other.
The main mistress of the 3rd foster home, she would look with no expression and then go back to reading her paper and her husband sitting in his recliner watching the TV show would have
(I now know looking back it was a tape on the television playing in the VCR.) I did not know that then.
his hands in his white and yellow stained underwear rubbing on himself ever so excited. I literally felt disgust as a child towards him and I was curious and confused. He always looked like a big blob of rolling dark energy to me. As if he wore a back back attached to him that was a dark man shadow suit that would come and go from his back like a human length back pack.
I leaned into the shoulder of his wife and I asked her if she liked watching this show? She said, "Not particularly, yet it doesn’t really do anything for me, It doesn’t turn me on" was her reply.
Looking back I find this most interesting because there was a buzzing like a lightbulb that would occur in the sexual region of her husband who sat in the recliner when the shadows would come and play what I call the video game
"backpack- jack off".
Later in life I thought about this moment and this was my first conscious experience of sex. It was actually my first inquiry and conversation about sex. I thought it was odd and the guy in the recliner was gross, he smelled and he was always player one in the
"backpack- jack off" game. Yet there was always video player number two standing by waiting for a body to jump on/in. As a kid I was always running from player number 2.
What I saw during this time in my life lended me to have an aversion to such frequencies as porn. I saw porn as a dark force portal that took over the people with bodies. I wanted nothing to do with.
I did not recognize these frequencies again until later in life when looking at my clients energetically, something odd and familiar. So being the mechanic I began to take a deeper look. I began to reverse engineer this sticky grey black residue on the energetic tuning forks of the people and the butterfly hip bones as well. It was as if i was psychically viewing a crime scene. It was as if there was a spiritual footprint or spiritual signature possibly in my view spiritual DNA that was melded there a mark so to speak. More about this soon. Lets first talk about Sex and the Church to gain greater insight.
THE CHURCH WAS CLOSE!
Let’s get a different perspective from history first. I say history because I believe this soul group that is effected and struggles the most is in the most danger and is the one that has no moral compass or even a base line religious moral grounding of some sort that lends ideas to the dichotomies of this planet. Dichotomies meaning opposites and along with as I have dubbed them here oppa-sames.
With no strong compass to lead the way, most are lost. Not to say all religious/spiritual points of views are either right or wrong yet religion/spiritual practice provides a sense of identity to a power greater than oneself.
An integral basis serving as a foundation in guiding oneself in the positive scale lending a navigational point to locate oneself in the spectrum of good and bad.
now locate yourself on this line.
Without this scale you are left unchecked and a misfit to the wind and waves of life. And according to the laws there are no victims and consequences must be PIF either in this life or the next.
Knowing who you are, what you will and will not do, or having some sense of right and wrong is pretty important on this planet.
There are pretty strict rules and laws and rights here. I mean go ahead and try to escape the law of gravity. This is one law we all are familiar with. Can you think of any of the others laws?
This is where I would ask my clients and my students to create their will and will not list in life. I believe you don’t need a religion or a spiritual practice yet knowing who you are and what you will and will not do is a great point at which you begin to locate your self, and I am a firm believer and pro advocate that you have a personal spiritual practice. I like to say life is the greatest religion and can help one choose, by experiencing life. I do highly recommend being disciplined and practiced in some form of self awareness and self care.
Now your list may change and morph and be different, after different life stages and experiences come to you.
So keep up and keep your list fresh. If you cross a line, meaning do something on your list you know you shouldn't, you know you must bring yourself back, heal something, ask questions, get help, get a coach and always begin again and restore integrity with yourself, forgive yourself, ask yourself what did you learn and get clear about your personal boundaries or expand or lighten your list of what you will and will not do. I suggest you make a list of what you have learned as well.
Being your word is a power that is greatly over looked in todays day and age.
Please be conscious of the basics, if you don’t want it done to you then don’t do it. AND one of my personal personal favorites is If you don't want everyone to know about it, DON'T DO IT.
Be aware you’r playing that game with the universe, the universe is watching you, I like to say you are the universe in action.
I like to say the church was close and I will take a deeper dive into this at this time, grab your tea or coffee and check these old school shenanigans out.
Most every religion says to wait to have sex until marriage. Why would a religious construct say such a thing? Bare with me here I am no expert on religion either and in my own experience found it to be a bit manipulating and a really shitty way to get a lot of people to put money in an ugly basket to fund the guy talking at a podium and his family….. all the while he was eyeballing and flirting with the pretty young choir lead singer. EEEwwwww.
Plus I had multiple exorcisms performed on me by "THE CHURCH" because of my levels of super psychic awareness. Needless to say later in life I found out I am not afflicted and non of the exorcisms worked. LOL Winning!
In most religions it is said to wait to have sex until you are married. Don't have sex before you are married,
because two then become one in the body of christ.
Two become unified in the holy spirit. Two become one to procreate and go forth and multiply. Now to be honest I don’t know what the heck all that means either yet in my own sexual psychic experiences I've got some deep intel and believe me when I say DEEP.
You may want popcorn for this section of the reading.
When two people choose to have consensual sex an agreement is struck energetically, senses have lit up an ignition has been triggered the universal cosmos within is alerted and like a google search the return button has been pushed, many things are being placed in the queue, any pictures patterns or programs that are alike get triggered and lit within. People are attracted to other people by no accident and everything in the world fades away. There is power here if you pay attention.
I ask people this question ALL the time, Why is sex so amazing?
Some people say because it feels good. Because they are in love, Because they want love, some hate sex, yet desire connection, they have mercy sex, furry sex, blind sex, painful sex, you get my point. Why is it when your life gets hard and you want to remedy this or even check out, you unconsciously begin to reach for your phone, and you see who is seeing you, liking you and what and when and where you can link up with them to escape. Then you begin to think of the last person you had sex with or the one that you want to have sex with again and even unconsciously when you are faced with something you do not want to deal with you lean towards gaining attention validation and affection to simply make sure you are ok. This is how people are actually locating themselves to make sure they are safe and accepted. It is hollow and dangerous. You are asking this from someone you may well NOT even like or know and from someone who disgusts you, yet you reach out to them and contact them and you know you don’t want to be with them yet you crave a touch a gaze some affections and attentions and ultimately the BIG baddaboom baddabang AAAAhhhhhhhh.
You are locating yourself by external forces that are like waves and winds that are unpredictable and I think this is dangerous, because now you are relying on the filters, baggage, garbage, and psyche of others that may change their minds and temperaments at the whim of their emotional landscapes and baggage. Oh hell no!
WHY IS THIS? When sex is instigated immediately we no longer focus on our current situations whatever they may be and however they may be leaning on us. There is an explosion of force from each person an unconscious attempt to cleanse & clear the field, and release our daily struggle as well as connect and co mingle with others and an indirect attempt to connect with the forces of all creation and the creator. Yet in my practice and clinical studies one if not both of the two people report they are usually left feeling very low frequency after. Why would that be?
Thats because sex has been dumbed down, dirtied, used as a way to cope and validate instead of connect and create and re create and procreate and co create. It does not hold the value and meaning it once did among the masses to many of the people, inside the collective consciousness especially the collective unconsciousness. Porn has numbed people to the interconnectedness and possible layers of true intimacy of self and others. Porn is a thief, and you have invited it in your life and you have reduced an act that was once super sacred. This is why in love stories we crave the lovers closeness and first kiss, touch and love between them. The forces of love and the essence between their connection. We fantasize about our own true love story. We don't ever see or crave in the Love stories or love movies a guy smacking his willie wacking off to porn and crave to see more of that, now do we.
Sex is the most powerful way to connect to yourself, to another and to source.
Again I ask you why is sex so amazing? Because in the frequency of sex there is no past and there is no future, there is only the ultimate moment and pure expression of NOW you become singular and present. Most not all people do anyway, yet there are some people that have a spiritual virus and the system is corrupt and you have trouble finding your way back to any present moment even when you'r deep in it, sex that is. Most of you are not thinking about last week at work or even what you ate for breakfast for that matter and you are definitely not thinking/worrying about going to see your mother in law next weekend or your boss in the next work meeting. It comes down to the here and now. This is the ultimate creation in action. This is where miracles happen. This is the ultimate act where creation of life is possible. In the present moment, this is the space life is created. I call this the soul exchange and a soul portal is opened.
When orgasm occurs there is an imprint effect on the soul blueprint of each person. Spiritual DNA is transferred.
Me personally I have been able to take
my own personal sexual energy and use it to create and manifest in my life. Those that are adept, this is how we manifest and flow with life as creators. If you have not mastered your energy and tamed your lower vital being to sit and behave and take responsibility for the life you live and all its consequences then the lower vital being will run around shitting everywhere and make a mess. If you want to learn how to tame your animal there is more about this, see my website / courses. www.newagetalks.com and sign up for a free strategy call and lets see if I can assist you.
When people have sex with each other a space is opened, an exchange of seen and unseen forces are aligned and ignited. Pheromones, scents, visual excitement, sensations are all activated. If there is not a consecration or a vow between the two, other lower vital energies can come and co mingle with the two having the exchange.
I like to suggest to wait before having sex. So that the exchange is kept sacred between two souls and the soul portal is kept clear and sacred, until a mutual agreement has been struck. When a woman opens her legs, her mouth, her arms, her karma, her good and bad, in the moment of creation she is saying have my sacred essence let me share my spiritual DNA my human fluids, my mouth my arms that I carry my life with, take part in my inner sanctuary my utmost private deepest most vulnerable part of me, my body my mind my heart and my soul. There is not one part that can be kept out in this partaking. It is the mans job to ultimately protect this space and keep it safe and sacred. The man too must think his body in the same way. If you are having or doing sex any other way, I do declare you are missing out.
You are robbing your own experience.
This is why we were meant to wait to have sex until maturity is reached to be able to handle the vast emotional responsibility physically and spiritually and various components that come with a sexual agreement or arrangement. Yet I do not really care when or how you have sex either. Or who you exchange your karma with and if you never clean that up or do or don't want to.
Please note here that if you are done with a relationship and cant stop thinking about that person, and want to stop. You are done with them and do not speak with them anymore and they have moved on and even you have moved on yet they linger in your psyche and energetic fields. One of my many super powers is getting your Ex out of your SEX space. Please visit www.newagetalks.com booking page for relief.
I like to say treat sex like you treat your money. I know you'r not just giving that shit away. Keep it in a safe place. Invest wisely. Get a good return. You usually get what you pay for and so on.
Freak the Freak. Get in the know & Buckle the F**K up.
We have gone over a few things here and now I will begin to explain my findings of the mechanics of Porn.
When someone turns on the frequency of porn, this desire, this lust, the untamed animal is panting with desire and takes over, this will begin by tending to the search in google or whatever engine you use to get revved up and one searching presses enter, energetically a signal has been lit up and ignited. A beacon like a radio station signal into the airwaves. Remember 5G coming soon. Not only from you as the human tuning fork yet from your computer as well. Your signal has been sent to the grid in the collective consciousness / collective unconsciousness and the signal has been strengthened by the computer beacon and airwaves as a portal. You have ultimately sent your GPS out like a mating call to the frequency you are requesting. If you will remember in section 2 where I noticed the shadow blob on the back of the recliner guy that would come and go, I called it the video game "Jack-off Back pack" game, well the buzzing of the, sacral, sex organs is a huge part of the beacon and signal that gets set off and sent out up through the genitals through the spine and out the tuning forks above the head. This is the lower vital being region moving up to the desired outcome, I call this the animal or man-imal if this beacon is sent out and is unconsciously set forth with no intent, it is mostly open season for dark forces to over take. Also it is no mystery porn is not exactly a safe sacred space where agreements and vows and true love is founded. NOTICE: I am not against porn, I am simply advocating you know where you are placing all of your emotional, mental creative, soul creation, psyche, your body mind and soul your heart, your burst of essence your orgasm. Your life force. I am advocating you gain knowledge of where you are placing your energy. We all know where energy goes is where energy flows. This is the ultimate way to MANIFEST. What have you manifested with this great life force of yours?
Now imagine on top of your head you have tuning forks, like the Egyptian hieroglyph pictures, that are connected to the spine where you'r spinal fluid runs, which is connected to every chakra and every layer of your auric field in the unseen realms. The sacrum is attached to the butterfly bones of the sacral.
Now once one is tuned into the frequency of porn and no intent has been declared, other than feeding the animal, the lust an entity or dark force uses the porn portal to enter the space and attach itself to your tuning forks above your head like handle bars on a bike and attached to your spine and latch its lower vital frequency to your sacrum genitals and sexual organs, Like rutters or pedals to the butterfly bones to use you as its personal
Ultimate Universal Sex Slave "UUSS". You are the video game it uses to have a human experience since you are not taking responsibility or accountability of your energy and you just were not aware of the unconscious, subconscious energy you have agreed to. Then what happens is the dark force energy begins to play its own game and will entice you to watch and tune in more and more and more
they don't have to go to work or pay rent or be accountable in a relationship and what has been reported most to me is that it begins to be unsatisfying for the human to watch porn and even becomes a chore. WOW it becomes like a chore. In my findings I have noticed that the emotional and mental layer of the human is torn up shredded fragmented and the emotions are reported to be non existent meaning the people don't feel much of anything anymore and cant seem to get away from watching porn. Even when they swear they wont do it ever again! This is because the dark force beings / entities energies frequencies are attaching themselves to the parts of bodies of the people and when they leave they tear it up upon entering and exiting the aura and leaving them with an empty lifeless feeling unsatisfied and well with the symptoms of section 1.
You who are in relationship, your partner may suspect you are cheating. I say this is debatable. If you are in relationship and there is a monogamous agreement that has been understood between the two parties. To be faithful loyal loving generous and kind and only have sexual relations with each other, is not the agreement breached when one or the other takes all of their life force, creation essence, mental emotional bodies and heart mind body and soul and the thrust of all mighty creation spews out of them in another direction other than the agreed vow of collaboration and union of the relationship and places it upon a video in history as a mating call to dark force energy. Believe me, when one is watching porn and they are in the ultimate moment of the NOW, you are not thinking of your partner that you are in a "monogamous" partnership with, this partnership is being breached and you have now created a karmic relationship with the two people or more that have created the porn (they live on the planet correct?) In the most vulnerable sacred powerful acts possible on the planet, which is sex.
Life force soul creation energy!
If you are in agreement with your partner about having an open relationship with porn than more power to you. The agreeing party must know that it is a mating call to other frequencies. Where there is one in alignment with and tuned into porn and the mating call has been assigned and taken up usually what happens is the dark force does a mating call of its own, Cacaca Cacacaca and a frequency mate is presented to the the body of the partner of the monogamous relationship, now if they do not have a strength of will or self or a will and will not list of their own in life or a spiritual practice they adhere to, the mate will most likely enter the field of the partner and use their body as well and have a human sexual experience. Ultimately tearing up their field and creating havoc.
I see relationships as incorporating a bubble together. let's say in a bathtub. When one watches porn they shoot a hole in the bathtub and stick their sexual parts in the hole to an outside force of the bathtub, when they are done they bring their energy back to the relationship in the bathtub yet there is an energy leak in the tub where the hole was shot through the relationship bubble. How many holes are in your bathtub or relationship bubble. Arguments ensue, people feel numb, the love is missing and most important the connection to the couple is missing because the tuning forks are not in sync with each other anymore. The tuning forks are tuned into the porn and the beings and frequencies and energies called to porn they have been given the greatest energy and we all know the greatest energy always wins.
Some brief stories:
all names have been changed and any and all characters and the stories here are exaggerated and fictional to make a point. I have taken real life and created exaggerated fictional examples. You wouldn't believe me if I told you the truth anyway. This statement is for the protection of all character below.
STRAIGHT MAN: He is so excited to be tapping into the forces of the spiritual realms and getting contacted and connected to his higher self, yet continuously reports seeing and feeling dark forces around and about him. He cannot understand for the life of him why he can't sustain his higher self frequency. He eats clean he meditates he is repairing his relationship with his mother, deep mother issues. When I looked energetically his mother is directly attached to his sexual organs just below his belly button. He cant gain any traction on any relationship to move to the next level and any female he brings around the mother, the mother she is kind and nice and then the female will have sex with him yet he cant keep and maintain a relationship to save his life. Good looking spiritual good person. He watches porn every single morning like clockwork, says he needs it and will never stop. During meditation began seeing life like figures in action of woman with big boobs and penis' bent over asking him to F them in the ass. I see energetically his mother is the mate that receives the energetic orgasms he is attached to with the porn mate attached to him and the mate also connected to the mother. I call this the quadfectra of trauma bonding, since the mother had her only son when she was just a young teenager. Of course any new female couldn't compete with that energy. Another mate may come and attach yet the frequency of the mother and the main dark force mate will knick out any other frequency. The porn beings boot the new girl out as fast as she got there. Causing emotional insecurity and low worthiness and more porn watching from the man. They have a tight weaved system of pleasure going on, all in the family. Now I call that an intense spiritual sexual inheritance. Time to cut the cord. Call the mechanic!
IN THE ASS
More than anything this man was obsessed with having his girlfriend penetrate him from behind. This submissive behavior is a way to never ignore the deeper calling of the psyche requesting to heal childhood trauma.
This man was imprinted on as an early child to save his mother from his cheating alcoholic father. He too attached energetically to his mother yet in the back. The father subjected the family to lower dark force energy by breaching the relationship with cheating and alcohol. This lended the three brothers growing up to be mostly unattended. The mother not able to control the boys would always say
"Just wait till your father gets home" the father drunk and kicked out of his body lended to the dark forces would strip and beat the boys until bloody. The eldest began to find fleeting pleasure in his own sexual organs and also recruited his younger brothers to join. Carrying this shame and guilt with him his whole life, he turned to porn and struggled here as well. He could not for the life of him understand why he was a straight man lusting after HE/SHE porn to be able to get excited and get off. Yet the greater the shame and guilt the tighter the control of the frequencies of the dark forces. MasterManipulation.
Working with me he finally contacted his brothers cleaned up what occurred in childhood and his part as a free will agent. Took responsibility for what was once done as a child. Forgiven by the brothers and owning his own space energetically. Gave the whole family relief about all the unspoken feelings. Understanding the mechanics he also stopped porn raised his vibration and is a successful entrepreneur today.
The Mechanic delivered!.
The Lonely Man:
Ex Military, spiritual man, gardener, chef, incredible humor, mother issues. Would only watch straight porn when his girl was gone during the week. Strong sense of self and will. His girlfriend reported she swore he was cheating and was so sensitive to the pornographic energies she could sense the other energies about him and swear there was other woman. He swore there was no one else he was madly in love with her and could not understand why she wouldn't believe him. The agreement was breached due to him watching porn she could not shake the fact there must have been someone else, it broke the relationship and the love between them, and I don't think either of them truly had an understanding of the mechanics due to emotions being so high and although they were spiritual they could not ever quite get in sync due to the porn. She could never forgive him for the stories she made up due to her gut feelings.
Mechanical error and FAILED!
The mechanic cannot force free will or teach and coach those that are un-coachable.
The Lost Man: (millennial)
Early childhood remembered watching porn for the first time in a tree house with his best friend. They both were super young, he felt the dark forces attach. Suffered through a divorce and a forceful over egoic father and a mother that is narcissistic. Brilliant mind, educated and street smart, just genius. speaking with this client blows my mind most sessions. Refusal down right refusal to take any responsibility for own life. This is the breaking factor! His mother and father failed him here. Addicted to porn. Finds himself in places he would rather not be, doing things he would normally not do. Drugs and allowing other men to go down on him, total loss of will and shame and guilt has run him down. He was overdosing on smoking meth reached out to me together called 911 ambulance came his life was saved. His best friend died of an overdose and he now lives on the street. He is still seeking professional help and does not do drugs any more. He stays away from porn and is still recovering to this day. The Jury is out. To be honest I don't think he is out of the woods yet. Taking and being responsible and accountable are key components in any well being regiment.
Mechanic saved life!
3 more stories to come about couples.
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